We Made It To SIX!

Today, we will be having a birthday party for Carsyn.

I can't believe we have been blessed enough to make it to 6. Someone out there is looking out for us. I woke up this morning and wanted to cry from sheer joy. Six. Six years with this wonderful little boy, and I want more.

I told Carsyn, ever year you have a birthday, I'll make the party bigger. I don't care about the cost, these birthdays we thought we would never see.

I'm nervous, yet excited to find out who is going to show up. Nervous about them not showing up, but excited because we invited a LOT of people.

All these thoughts are running through my head. We are about to show Carsyn how many people really are there for him. and the amount of people that told me they would show is crazy. I lost count at 40. and I invited more people who didn't see me to tell me if they were definitely coming or not.

We made it to six. As much as I don't like that he is growing up, he made it to a birthday the doctors didn't even bother mentioning because WE NEVER THOUGHT WE'D SEE IT.

We didn't even think we'd see one.

We made it to six...

and of course he's sleeping in.


<3

I can't wait for Seven.

<3 <3